marleymon

BOOM BOOM BEAT,LISTEN TO IT.

2009-05-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

Listen to my heartbeat,it goes boom boom boom,not BOOM BOOM POW laaa ok.My heart goes boom boom boom,whenever i see you boy,that engine you are starting really heats up my day,you are the wake up call whenever i was still in bed,you are the eye candy,whenever i went somewhere around the neighbourhood,and your vehicle had stole this heart,whatelse yourself. haha.tralalalalalalalalalala,ok laaa im bored actually and i do not wish to flood postspins with nonsense.LOL!

aku mimpi kau tiga hari turut turut

2009-04-17T02:21:00.000-07:00

wahai teman.kau nak tahu apa tak?tiba tiba aku teringat balik yg aku mimpi kau tiga hari turut turut.kau seperti nak bilang aku sesuatu,ternyata dompet kau yg tercicir dalam bus.nasib baik la kau dapat balik eh.fuuuuuh!

lol.nehhh,i got nothing to blog about actually,till i saw our pictures in fb!

i still miss the chalet fun.

i wanna meet all of them again.

BUT when seh?

haisss

2009-04-17T01:59:00.001-07:00

im bored.i just wanna be irritating by doing "what a layout" to this blog of mine.lol!

7 things that happened

2009-04-15T03:25:00.001-07:00

1) went to m& s with nissy

2) only bought BIG gulp for "alas tekak"

3) wait for aput to arrive,she was sexy today.lol!

4) i had an head"ACHE" all along in bus journey.

5) met up alee to buy some things for mama.

6) when we reached our blok,there this fellow,who sneeze hilariously! MY GOD!!!!

7) we were laughing so hard then,till alee notice that an construction worker is actually holding to two cute puppies.

p/s:mama i love you.mama i care :)

665748422965+

2009-04-15T03:25:00.000-07:00

shredding

2009-04-13T19:54:00.000-07:00

i am having sleepless nights all over again.

i cried in pain,whenever my heart beats fast.

i get afraid if something bad might happened,the following day.

he keeps me awake whenever his running all over to his whereabouts.

im worry sick,whenever this happens.

im too tired now.

i need to a have my life now.

five times a day is a must.

2009-04-12T01:45:00.000-07:00

Frankly i only did it during the sunset prayer.

Just how bad i was.

It not that i've never done the rest only that at times when we got too worn out,we simply forget our BIG responsibilities,performing prayers.

Its hard for me to perform at times,when i had to do it,together with my little brother and sister.

Ok i knew it.what a reason for me to give...................hmmmmm.

BUT,seriously that theres always something happened in the middle that puts our focus away and will sometime ends up laughing or giggling.hehehehehe.

All beacause of erita,she thought that what she did was all right that she always wants to finished up the prayer FIRST!

Maybe she thinks that whenever we are doing something together is as if we are putting ourselves to a challenge,BUT we had never taught her that.

Im still impressed though that she learnt and already knew how many rakaat and knows how to pronounce the words,bit by bit & she did!

ALHAMDULLILAH!!!

I just hope that in future,she could perform prayer by her on.

crush crush crush !

2009-04-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

with the neighbour next block!

hehehehehe.

eh you do you know that your bike always woke me up from sleep.

aiya!

but its okay that at least i knew each and when you are here or out to no where.

lol.

i cant take it laaa the way you look at me.

as if i owe you something.

nak senyum,senyum je ah.

org da jalan baru nk senyum.

hahahahahahahahaha!

and ohhhhhh.

KEEP ON vroooooooooooooooooooooooming that thing yo!

at least it sounds nicey .

:0 =] ;p

heart changing

2009-04-10T21:12:00.000-07:00

i dont feel bad to confess this.

people change as well as their heart.

whatmore living in singlehood.

i wont mind in future if bf or the person who i really love got this heart changing.

as long as im aware that would be fine.

as an human being i never wants to torture or force someone to love me.

no one likes to be force,so am i.

if that person really loves me and had confessed,but i cant do the same thing,he musn't force me to do the same thing too.

loving someone is not easy.

hating someone is no no need.

therefore,if i might say,i hate you and all,i really dont mean it.

that word will only been let out,during enraged,the least people would let out is

"I HATE YOU FOREVER"

so,after then or maybe after some period of times,our heart gets melted and cool,we will even start to think about that person whom we used to love but then ever said that we hated them and stuff,but the little heart somehow regret and will for sure says,i didnt meant that.

so whatever happens,think alot!

think and think and think,

making a desicion in anger will lead to regret or i'd rather say a BIG dissapointment because once,a person being told that his/her is hated,might be too upset.

maybe you will lose them forever.

dress up?

2009-04-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

hi,since i was oh so bored,we played dress up games.Me and erita.right is forever mine,left is forever hers.

with love,
merlyana

what to do?

2009-04-09T17:25:00.001-07:00

ok whatever.i know this layout is common already.just so you know,this is what ive been searching for even before some had use this up.BUT its okay that,it somehow nice and simple.saya suka :)

im not feeling well already.im so sick of finding jobs.
yes!i really am!
i regret of leaving the previous ones.
i just felt that im so tamak.
now that im down to nothing.
serve you right mel!
BUT hey,thats not me,im not used to be a tamak person ok,only that at that point of time,i wasn't thinking about the future.i was pnly thinking about MONEY!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
im so sad now.
yes i really am dissapointed as well!!!!!

my fault ah?

2009-04-07T18:56:00.000-07:00

i was searching for this layout like one mad person,thank god!alee found it,gonna change it here soon.ahhhhh,im afraid if this comp might stop like the other day again.sedih you! :(

should you?

2009-04-04T16:58:00.000-07:00

taking some lies and make it true is somehow DANGEROUS.

ok,whats next?

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

maybe this is the reason why there are still some who chose to commit suicides it's cause they couldn't bear with everything anymore.GOD!

thinking of who?

2009-04-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

i kept on thinking.i kept on dreaming.i kept on seeing.i kept on,i kept on,i kept on

i kept on . . . . . . .

middle of nowhere

2009-04-02T17:00:00.000-07:00

&& again,im getting annoyed already.everynight seems to be the same.

im too tired and feeling sick already right now.

i got to be strong as i've got to meet up one of my usuals.

hah!miss her tho,the other one is oh so busy already being a housewife.

i kept on receiving "wrong number calls" asking for jeniffer...who the hell?

i kept on receiving tons of msges from singtel.another annoying thing,those advert and all.geesh!

im still wondering how much requirements do those company requires?

or maybe i suits to be in the f & b line?

but it's ok that i just need to earn some before i got to plan for the future.

hey!we got our plan and wishes already to make up our own . . .

lets not reveal it now

wait ah,wait and wait and wait and wait

i miss you,i miss you,i miss you,i miss you

i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

ikan kekek ikan gelama bahagian dua

2009-04-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

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imran ajmain dimana ya?

2009-04-01T15:01:00.001-07:00

"kelip kelip kusangkakan api

kalau api,mana puntungnya

hilang ghaib ku sangka mati

kalau mati,mana kuburnya"

makoi!,seram pe!?eh guess what?i think i miss MR Imran Ajmain.hehehe.i remembered when i was once a BIG fan of him.hahaha!i miss standing beside him and take a picture as his fans.god!standing besides him really makes me feel safe you know.HAHAHAHA.diam suda mel.

sayang....yang sudah tu sudah,nangis tidak berlagu,lagi......hehehe.

boring or what?

2009-04-01T03:06:00.000-07:00

yes definately i am.at home doing nothing else but looking after the little one.my last night was disturbed by her and her "keeps on vomitting" oh my,let me just list down what exactly happened.

2.02am-she woke me up saying that she was so cold,and told me to face the fan to my direction.

3.05am-she woke me up saying that she was too thirsty and needs some warm water.

4.04am-she woke me up saying that she wants to vomits when she already did that on her sleeping mat."thumbs up kan!"

my condition at that point of time were oh so indescribable.

tralalalalalalala,just imagined that i've got to take off all the sarong bantal and tilam,bath her up,feed her with medicine ++ accompanying her to play dress up games cause she said that,she couldn't sleep.GOD!just how irritating that was while others are happily having a peace "night"!

on the other hand,my mind just couldn't stop thinking about the future.hehehehe,sorry daddy,mummy decides to change "his" name too.also to my boring hair.....whats next aye????

wish upon a star

2009-03-31T04:49:00.000-07:00

dear daddy eddy,

mummy wants to name this to our babies,but mummy has not yet figure if theres meaning in these names,mummy just want it to rhyme.If it's doesn't have any meaning,it's ok then,any names will do ok daddy?lol

girl-Nur Amel Edzureena

boy-Muhd Amar Edzureen

ok,chill ah peoples,im not out of mind,its not wrong isn't it?

daddy-eddy,mummy-merlyana

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this video has nothing to do with this post,only that,after years i've been watching him,now then i knew that "mr bean" is actually a "special",BUT of course only in acting la,i heard his a genius in real life ahhh?still his a great comedian!COOL!

hugs & kisses
nur merlyana

clever or smart?you choose

2009-03-30T05:14:00.001-07:00

Deep down inside,im hurting.It all about a mother,a mother whom i truly love throughout my 19 years of living.Isn't it sad,when a mum who already took care of a daugter for almost 19 years,when she knews that how sensitive this heart is and how easily it gonna bruise,it seems like its likes a habit for her to do this thoroughly.When i did something,i did it sincerely,i did it properly,i seriously hate it when people says im doin it wrong!as well theres never any signs, token of appreciation being given.Sometimes she really made me felt useless or im just being used up for an extra hand to ease a burden.OMG!how could i think this far?easy cheesy,its cause i seriously couldn't take this anymore,when only words from her mouth could already made me cried,whatmore if it happens when she were to hit my face with that powerful organ sense she had?i just had enough of it.im too tired of giving in,im too tired of her companion between myself and brother,im too tired seeing her pleasing my brother,to me its just doesn't make sense at all when a person compared between a clever and a smart,BUT in the end,OBVIOUSLY,clever will be the winner.is it fair enough people?raise hands please,i need your opinion.Dear mum,this patient has its limit and i have even started to hate this very much!i've swore if one day,god will give me a good life,i will still help you by contributing some.I know im not as clever as him,but being clever doesnt means his already perfect for you to win him all the way.no worries,you may go on saying those harsh words to me,i will just swallow everything with tears accopanying me tho,i will still make your life easier with also promises to myself that it will be after the day when you had seen me with that impressed,expression!

im not feeling well

2009-03-29T22:12:00.000-07:00

i just vomitted a whole lot!
GEEESH!
im still thinking,whether or not,should i let him go ?
o_O

superrrr part two

2009-03-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

supermarket with superwoman mummy.

check this out.lol!

erita,almost LOST!
grrrrrrr.

2009-03-27T18:21:00.000-07:00

im scared of lonely right now.for the first time ever,im asking mum for money to pay up my phone bill.OMG!sorry mum,i'll promise to pay you back,when i already got money in my hand.hais.

Cotton On

2009-03-26T16:19:00.000-07:00

That was on my mind before hand,but when it all happened da terbalik kot!walauehhh!

hi,my name is merlyana,19,fresh graduated from school of digital media design,still pursuing in design arena's,currently finding a job to earn and make myself busy,and ohhh it's been three month's long already.

what's unique about me is that,i hardly figure out,why a goodlooking turkish guy could be fond of me,and yes,we are officially together.peace!

OMG!just look,what,i've found!schveeeeeet ;)

i will hang those back,back into my closet.yeappy!

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&& im too excited to get into cosmoprof one fine day!yeeeeha!

nehhh!this is just random,haha!i was bored and started out my hobbies!she was the victim,AGAIN!

with ♥

nurmerlyana

2009-03-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

like mum said....
always start with.....bismillah
there no more chance for me to choose,like it or not,just go,if you failed....
at least you've tried......
GOODLUCK.

incase i forget....

April 6th to 20th and also May 25th until June the 28th.
Novena Square outlet in Velocity.DATE :Thursday 26th of March TIME: 9am , 11am, 2pm and 4pm.
Front and back copy of their IC,first page of bank book and a blue or black pen.

2009-03-18T13:25:00.000-07:00

hello the other blog.i think,im moree to the first one now now.dont worry that i will also get back to you,or maybe i should also re new it like the first one.hmmmm,gimme some time ok!hehehehe.

hey second blog,nice or not my first blog?lols

2009-03-09T05:42:00.002-07:00

I like you so much when you got drunk and pretend to walk it straight,still,its too bad that you actually vomitted a lot,after all friends got back home.Yo Ma Man,Fine!I so felt like bringing up this issue about the logo E[d].

Many asked......

"mel!whats with ed?bf is it?"

errr,i didnt realised that i actually showing how happy i was all along.They even said,ahhhh!you seems to be very happy,so they bet the boyfriend who made me feel like ONE.

They greatest part is when they said : i'd be happy if you already have a partner and bahagia with it.AWWWWW,thanks alot you peoples.

2009-03-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

I’m sitting here in a boring room.I’m wasting my time, I got nothing to do.I’m hanging around, I’m waiting for you,But nothing ever happens.I’m turning my head up and down,and all that I can see is just only "MUM'S face" :]

how bored i was right?purposely messing up my room,so that i could tidy it all over again and i DID,ohhhh i miss my boyfriend,but i love the other man.WTH mel! [nahhh,im just joking]

2009-02-26T17:58:00.000-08:00

Menjaga Hati - Yovie And Nuno

i've made up a desicion last night.it was such a mistake.or maybe you deserve it?

2009-02-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

zac&venessa-a start of something you.

heyhoooooo!this is somehow a start of something new,that i was approach and asked to do up a logo for this upcoming cafe.Insyallah.but,for a start this business will only start out as a small business at her house,slowly slowly,with that amount of money collected,who knows,could already open up a cafe.GOODLUCK cik!so,im just posting some pictures which i just took earlier on.Im still choosing 1 of them,then they will be up for illustrations.hehs.the theme is cakes & flowers.hmmmmmmmmmm.

wait ahhhh!wait ahhhh.havent illustrate anything yet!

selamat malam.

2009-02-11T07:06:00.000-08:00

sleeq-right here waiting

im forever waiting for someone.im waiting for him.im waiting for friends.im waiting for my pay.im waiting to get married.ahhh ok shut up mel (nissy favourite words!) anyway i got a hook all over back,to sleeq's right here waiting though ive bee hearing it like almost two years back i think.ammmm,anyone still doesnt know who's sleeq are?ohhh thats impossible.oh well,sleeq,im too impressed by them,just look how far they've gone through now?ahh their songs are forever great!sleeq sleeq sleeq,syarif is hot,alif is cute.HAHAHAHAHAHA.its been a long long long time when i last seen them,last was at the expo where dear friends,naz and asri performed too. naz is cute,asri is hot,they say laaaa.so maybe these guys are all girls dream guy?ahhhhhhhh,we never knows.hehehehe :)

2009-02-10T16:54:00.000-08:00

Fergie-big girls dont cry.

here i am taking my own risk.quitting the previous job of a reason.now,here i am,praying hard to get another better job.recommendations are in.but it seems like lucks still not by my side.so,all i could do is now continue searching then......................insyallah.

theres a time when i feel like crying,theres a time when i feel like shoutting,theres always time when i got envy,BUT i will ensure that i wont get to the path of another.I will create my own,my route where i could know where to go,carry on then stop.

i couldnt stand harsh words at time,i could accept comments at times,my girls told me to be strong,to be relax,i am girls,i am.dont worry.im praying all the best to your lifes too.what will happen in ten years time?i dont know.

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

Absolutely a yes yes,Fergie!

2009-02-10T01:35:00.000-08:00

vitamin c-graduation(friends forever)

ayun&atit

hi musibat!aku tahu kau la satu satunya yang akan baca ini.aku cemburu sama ini persahabatan tahu!hahahaha.suppp!cocktail apa?aku tak dapat oi tengok suma gambar gambar mu!ada gambar yang tak terkeluar.hehehehe.okla,slamat bergembira oi,you lucky one!BYE :)

BUT hey!i still got that great longest friendship you know with nyonyz :)

2009-02-09T19:27:00.000-08:00

katy perry-thinking of you

i dont know whats gonna be next.

14022009 is coming.hais :(

2009-02-08T17:31:00.000-08:00

you'll be safe here by rivermaya.

i need to go back to school.someone seems to be inspiring me,ohhh thanks so much you!NUR MERLYANA is my name.

Net & art is my game.

Impossible is nothing,

simple means something.

Pens & Papers for a start,

before i convert to the net of my art.

(cheeewah!pantun laa pulak!)

anyhooo!maybe sometimes we wont get what we want,BUT hey!this is our life,we are the painters that paints the lovely potrait of lifes using vibrant colors,filling with some shapes and patterns,hang it up on the walls,waiting for more visitors to stare and from there they will know,who we are,what weve've got.For the time being,im collecting back all my stuff an all,from drawings to illustrations,sketches to interactive media.gods willings,who knows?hehs.when you admired someone good,someone who have a great talent,someone who really encourage,there you go.(hujung pangkal hati,nak atau tak)

suppp!ada ciri ciri tak?

LOLS

i miss pen,papers,pencils,adobe programme & all that got to do with design.

2009-02-06T20:36:00.000-08:00

mummy's the finest the best,thumbs up!

p/s:(that was me doing those,therefore it turn out liddat,BUT mums did it better!)hehehe
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flour,warm water,ghee,salt,oil,potato,curry powder,sardines,mushrooms,egg,onions(only talented fingers who knows to twist this)

HAHA!

2009-02-02T18:33:00.000-08:00

There's always a hook that would hang me up whenever im new to something.Sorry Mum!

i was half a sleep when i log on to an account.when that thing pop out as well as my eyes too,i barely understand the way you spoke,that language is apparently different.so do i just take this as a sign,a sign that i would have ended up in an relationship?oh thank god,BUT it might not be you i mean.maybe its with someone else,you know it is impossible for that.All the while we'd go along, with things that do make sense ,Not playing for hours, not making no sense,see, a lot of things flickering in this light,you never know when you end up with a walrus,whatever it takes, oh have our heart breaks,im so very sorry.....so yah.

GOODLUCK :)

2009-02-01T18:11:00.000-08:00

Thank god that till now me and the two girls are still going strong.Ive been bad yesterday,but i've no intend to talked about it.I've made her cry,and she really cried so badly!Im so so sorry!I knew we were supposed to talk about work BUT i cut them short and started to say something nonstop till i suddenly realised that she was actually crying.OH NO NO!be strong my girl,i know you could,he may be every girls dream guy,but his NOT a BIG lost!there are many out there,many whom could appreciate you even more!this kind of people,SCREW them!musibutttt!

he gonna get what he had done to you,IN RETURN!

seperti BABI dicucuk hidong!

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CAUSE THIS TO HAPPENED!
GO AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE,LEAVE HER ALONE!
DONT YOU DARE MAKE HER REMEMBER YOU AGAIN,PRETTY BOY!

"*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

2009-01-31T07:11:00.000-08:00

DARK CHOCOLATE COATED STRAWBERRY TWO STICKS IN BETWEEN.

Dear you,im a girl.Im a girl who easily admires,i admired you,i admired him,i admired them,BUT i dont easily falls on compliments.I get scared when a good looking guy said that,im afraid and im sorry if i seems to be avoiding.Beautiful and Sexy is all guys favourite words,so dont get me wrong,i love,i would love to make friends but that history are still fresh in my mind,i hardly erase it though its been years back.IM SORRY,im truly sorry...!

and ohhhh,certain dont believe that im a single lady,indeed!i am.Apart from it,it seems like there are some recommendation,ahhhh,like i've said,i may admiring BUT im not ready to be one.haha!ok what an confusement.

I know!

2009-01-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

im all alone now.

mum dad and the little one had got back since 230pm just now && you know what?everyone were snoring so hard,sleeping so messily in their very own position.hah!lucky tmr i'll be starting to work if not i would have ended our somewhere.hmmmmm,im ok,onlyy that i just had this a lil nervous thing you know,working in FnB line is not easy,yet im not complaining.hah!thank god,like finally i will be working and not just lying in bed like an elephant who got nothing better to do but just eat.Ehem!geeesh!why am i saying that ehem!naaah maybe i really got a had on it.tralalalalala.what im excited about is now,for uncle to bring home the two polo tees as promised,hah!but till now,he had not reach yet.oh cik mail!!!!where are you?im getting so sleepy now.but it's ok,i shall wait,wait and wait and wait.&& oh i think we shall pay a visit to the henderson waves again,i still couldnt get enough of it,seriously not yet!hehehehe,goodnight world!

let's iron my hair straight all over again,one day.

2009-01-17T19:06:00.000-08:00

i shall zip my mouth if i happens to actually.........

im too shy -_-

im sorry!!!!

2009-01-15T06:59:00.000-08:00

still thinking on the malacca trip actually.what if i've already got the job before cny?ohhhh,i wanna go holidays,i wanna have money.i wanna have a safe long journey trip.i wanna be happy.i wanna buy things that were meant to be bought.i wanna spent that three days two night very wisely.i wanna go back home safely,i wanna souveneirs for papa,mama,ita & abg boy.hehehehe.ok goodnight you.i miss you.

ATOK EMI

WAK NAH

CIK MAIL

KAK NOR

ABG SHAH

YANA

SHA

AYIT

ACAP

ALEE

most probably,they are gg!

2009-01-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

tak tahan tak tahan

sabarku tak tertahan

hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan

yang dikawal oleh jari-jarimu

ku punya hati dan perasaan pernahkah engkau fikirkan

cukup cukuplah oh cukuplah

takkan berubah kerna aku tetap aku

dan alur hidupmu bukanlah aku

AHHHHHH!APA LAGI YANG KAU NAK??????

AKU DA PENAT!

AKU DA TK LARAT!

MUSIBUTTTTTT!

AKU MAU TU KERJA TAU!

2009-01-13T03:21:00.000-08:00

Even by having those wonderful stars up above the sky,still none could be express the exact that others will unerstands then feel the same way.Last night,i was lying in bed till midnight,trying so hard shutting these eyes but yet i shed to tears listening to rihanna's umbrella,following that acoustic version flang my memory back then during the day that i shall say,the craziest girl i was,a totally non stop fun though it was a mistake lying to parents while i was out there enjoying the hell out of fun,smoking,dancing,singing,laughing till the sunrise,till on that very moment i fall in love,yes,i fall deeper in love,by just sitting and observing his doing,thinking about every seconds after the moment when he stepped in our room,the sun had already set :( ,if not i woud have offered him to watch those.on the second thought im confused and whyy the sudden i could fall,fall deeper in love with the one that i eeuued about before?oh is this what you called love?oh what will happen when he knews that im secretly admiring him back?will he react the same way too?ohh times just fly so fast,if onlyy everyones owes an time machine,that would be just great,so that all could create their very own happiness,BUT if this happens,the world will never move on for sure.haissss,i wish he knews this.i really am.BUT of course im not out of mind laaa,we did know each other anyways!

2009-01-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

Laura Cinta Bella.

ouuuu,nice rite this name,the name is so pretty as the person,really!haha!

byee!

2009-01-11T18:38:00.000-08:00

p/s:i wanna look slim and pretty like other girls.

i wanna have another boyfriend.

im bored living single-hood.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

SUMPAH AKU BORING GILER!IM GETTING BORED NOW WITH MY POSTSPINS.

THEREFORE I GIVE ALL THE SHIT HERE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LUCKY THERES NISSY CHATTING WITH ME &&

POOR NYONYZ SHE JUST GOT HER SLLEP AT 8AM

MY GOODNESS.POOR HAKIM,GET WELL SOON BABY!

today's berita harian really makes me laugh so hard!

haahaa,call ehem ehem at bla bla bla bla

LOLS!

2009-01-11T18:11:00.000-08:00

why the hell am i feeling this way?
i dont know.
when the hell will i got a job?
i dont know.
where the hell else i could go now?
i dont know.
how the hell they requires a person,full-filling their needs and wants?
i dont know.

at times i felt to bored stting and waiting,the least i'd do is to keep on searching and searching BUT it seems luck is not by myside.what a rotten luck! very very very!like wth laaa okay!mum keeps on nagging while she doesn't understand the situations clearly here.i felt half hearted thinking about mum and my other two gfs.If the next time round mum forced me to go by myself,i've no choice BUT sorry girls,i couldn't wait,only do as mum said.ahhhhh,this is the exact feeling im trying to convey actually.You see,this is what happens.So i hope,my girls will understands this.So all the best to you too!!

ok shut up mel!enough of your confessing.the girls will for sure understands you.

BUT hey,the two of you,i didnt say that i'll never want to go job hunting with you guys ahh,only if mum told me so.

ok great!im talking all by myself noww noww.shit ahhh!

2009-01-10T19:58:00.000-08:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

2009-01-08T18:11:00.000-08:00

Oh, boy put the bottle down you've got too much talent i see you through those bloodshot eyes there's a cure you've found it slow motion far and now don't deny it but boys will be boys oh, yes they will they don't want to define it just give up the game and get into me if you're looking for thrills then get cold feet.I go slow if you want me I don't come cheap keep your thing in your pants and your heart on your sleeve.oh dear,thinking about the moment that are still fresh in these mind,it puts smile on this face,smiling with you,laughing with you,talking with you,singing with you and most of all the moment when you held ur hand waiting for mine to be putted closely on your palm,then we swing it followed by the rhythm of our duets song,ahhhhhh,i regret of letting it go,and now noww all i could do is,i'll onlyy shed to tears,yes boy shed to tears,thinking and wanting more and more time to be spent with you,dearie ohhhh,if onlyy you gonna put all bottles down then removed the ink on your body,and if onlyy i could be the one,the only one who could changed you for a better sight of people,i would,yes!definately i would!!!!!!!!!!all i could do is now,keep on thinking and thinking about you,i dont care what will be peoples impression,i dont care whats yours age i dont i dont care!!!!but please as long as you gonna changed,that'll be good enough,im sure you are kind,you are very kind.i wanna be your girlfriend,i wanna be your wife,i wanna be the mother of your childrens,i wanna cook lovelyy dishes for our family,i wanna kiss you during the sunset.i wanna be,i wanna be...........BUT im just a girl,i've got no strength to make this happen,onlyy you,onlyyy you can make me feel!

2009-01-06T04:26:00.000-08:00

a new year has begins.....tralalalalala!its been a while ive not updated in here,too busy with the other one because you know i prefer o upload pictures there and write as long as i could here.haha!im waiting to be hired,i cant wait any longer!till then,bye....!

2008-12-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

unbelievable talents.ohh myy,i loveeeee loveeee && impress by all thisss,BUT the last one,is my favourite ones.hehs.

i loveeee loveeeee this!!!!! ;)

2008-12-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

opera cina.

yes,definately you can see how bored i am.irritating isnt it,putting this kind of makeup?hahahahaha!orrr maybe i miss the two musibat cantik that always wear THICK make ups to school and worst till,they onlyyy came when they bought their new "branded" things for the freaking sake of SHOWING OFFF!clap hands!!!!!!!i dont know why guys can even look at their "drop facee" .do you guys know actually how they look without make up?no right!therefore,euuuuuuuu,it's bloody horrible laaa ok!dont believe?ask them ahhhhh!haaaahaaaaaa.the second pic is the exact thickness of make up they applied on but w'out lipstick laaaa.thats for fun i put on.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i loveeeee it when they got tease,wayang pek gi.hahaha wahateverla,idk how to spell it anyway.
i shall say "no one no one no oneeeeeee,can be "prettier" than they are,wooo ooo ooo ooo oohhh 2x" (follow the rhythm of alicia key's no one)
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-12-19T23:12:00.000-08:00

i just wanna say that i've nothing to say actually,today.hehehehehehe.

this video has been quite a while,it seems theres too many of their impersonator as in jason maraz and colbie calliat BUT these is my fav!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2008-12-17T07:31:00.000-08:00

soo lazat.

so parents went to jb again.hahaha!im here with aley again!&& while watching soo lazat,he tends to follow and try what they were cooking for desserts && this is it!TADA!hahahahaha,but too bad that he cant recalled the name of this dish,but he recalled the ingredients && it works!hahaha.cik mal just arrived and said "whoa!langkah kanan seh".there's a compliment to it,ehem ehem,i did help out you know.LOLS!

ingredients are:flour,brown sugar,kayu manis,koko,butter & susu manis.

ahhhhhhhh im to lazy to speak proper eng.hahahahaha!okklah,slamat mencuba,pandai pandai la ye.sedap oi!!!!ok byeeeee.

trying to be like chef lydiia.hehehe :)
p/s: his lucky enough that mum actually hide this ingredient at a place,BUT we still could search for it.hahahahahaha.

2008-12-16T22:36:00.000-08:00

Dressing Games.
hi,i was bored.erita called me then asked to challenge dressing games.HAHA!first three is hers and last three is mine.Which one niceee ahhhh??

we are now challenging cooking games.hahaha!play it on y8.com people,its quite FUN,FUN,FUN!

2008-12-16T03:04:00.000-08:00

look alike.

hello si ganteng.haha.his samuel rizal,his hot,his tall,his has that body,he looks like erwan gunawan (ainon's bf)hehehehe.how lucky she is to have a bf like him.im not stalking anyway im just kpoing about them,beacuse they are interesting bunch of peoples and peoples around them are all so cool and fun.seems to be,since i keep an update esp their photos,their outings and all.wow!great sehhh.oh man!my intention was onlyy talking about samuel,BUT who might know if anyone may just bloghop and happens to be reading this,so there wouldnt be any misunderstanding.HAHA!i caught his new movie which will be showed in cinema soon!Its called "sayang you can dance" this is just the advert BUT yet,i was smilling throughout to got to see his lovelyy face in that huge screen.lols.i knew this actor since last year when ifah introduced me to eiffel im in love and ada apa dengan cinta,STILL i prefer ada apa dengan cinta,because he looks much more mature in that movie onlyy that he always get this STUCK UP character but he is actually kind behind it.HAHA!mum said i need to slim down and take a good care of myself,skin and everything in order to have a good looking guys,you know guys nowadays,looks are first,BUT dont know la if maybeee theres still some who wants a good heart rather that good lookings,if thats the case,ALHAMDULLILAH!hehehehehe.i envy girls who have the looks,clean body and face,everything lah,that makes them look so pleasant and nicee to be seen.HAHA!mr samuel!!!!i can't wait to watch "SAYANG,you can dance".hehehehehehehehe.

p/s:the bf looks like samuel rizal,while the gf looks like fasha sandha,but i hate fasha,i prefer ainon's face.haha!.Amazing looks you guys have :)

2008-12-14T08:51:00.000-08:00

daddy keeps on saying about bob marley's daughter name.rita marley && till tersasul saying marita.hmmmmmmm.this is just random.idk if you have heard these names before.

maritha qusyaireen.myreen qusyaitha.darius al falak.damian al fazirul.

ok byeeeee :)

2008-12-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

since i was not in a mood yesterday,some things had made me happy.worstill,i've spent my money,all of em!to buy some good good.then i also got few other things.ahhhhhhhhhh.now i think i dont have to worry much on what to pick on when im going out.haha!here are some of the things,since im freaking bored right now.haissss,still im quite happy!ahhhh,money out,how am i supposed to make a date with few more peoples?BUT promise still a promise,dont worry :)

i keep on viewing both of my blog,i really hope,they are slightly different.hehehe.

2008-12-10T19:26:00.000-08:00

sembrono.

perangai busok oi!btw i wonder what will happen if mr bean and ms swan share the same stage.whoa!sumpahhhhh i cant imagine this at all.you people should watch them.HAHA!i loveeeee loveeee each and every of their shows.watch it peoples,watch it!LOL!!!

2008-12-10T06:23:00.000-08:00

im back.

it's been a while since the last i post on this blog.

now that i finally think that,some things aren't meant to be shared.still this blog isnt locked as i knew,all of em onlyy visits that other blog apart from this.for those who still took initiative to visit and read,THANK YOU!i just miss this account so much.maybeee too busy overexposing oictures and events ive went to.haha!life is a bore nowadays.im still not hired and everyday seems to be alomost the same routine.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!oh anyone hire me please!i need to move on,then lazing at home,eat and eat and eat,sleep and sleep and sleep,internet and internet and internet,mum stil blabbering non stop!mygoodness!!!!!im way too sick and tired of all this.iff onlyy i was working now,next month will surely be my pay day!ahhhh then i could start thinking and deciding on what to spent on??hahahaha!!actually i've got a few thins listed in mind now.BUT what important most is....i want to have a lovely boyfriend who i can really rely on.i mean it boyfriend,not a lover ok.errrrr,in malay kawan lelaki,bukan matair tau.hahaha.ohhh that muzamel!his always on my mind.i want it first,first of all!LOL.i really hope that he put's a wide smile reading this.ohhhh,insyallah tmr im gg out for an interview.hope there's a good vacan for good peoples like us.HAHAHAHAHAHA!anyway!i freaking loveeeee loveeeee this loveeeelyyyyyyy layout!oh myyyyyy.its easy cheesy.i love it as i love you muz!HAHAHAHAHAHA.smile baby smile =).

i'd better get going now.good night peoples!!!!!

2008-10-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

im annoyed.seriously,i dont why some people are just being inconsiderate over small things.esp my two brothers,lately they are the ones who irritates me very well,my goodness!one is forever with his selfish attitude,while the other one tries to follow and wants to be the "next" that kind of person.mum is sometimes like that too,lucky i still have dad who is forever cool gilanya!dont you find it irritating when you were doing something,then one after another come and

interfere,trying to be a busybody peeping what you are actually doing,argh!!!!!even with my door are locked,believe it or not.their itchy hands are the keys to my door,they can bloody open it with their hands!!BUT this part i should blame dad,because his the one who do this first when theres this time,i totally forget to bring my door key out from room,before i locked it from outside,heh.yes yes,im very particular with all the things esp my bed!!and i know,the positions and all,so dont they dare come into my room and try to take something without my permission!thats my problem at home,if mums need my help to give her a hand,i dont mind it at all,only that,the brothers arent giving any help,this is unfair,we are a family,myself and mum are a normal human being who will feel tired.haisss.BUT whats great is that,dad still helps even though he was tired after work.haissss.i'm also tired of going up and down to school,whatmore with a forever new assignments plus owed assignments.what will this end?haisssss =/

2008-10-23T04:43:00.001-07:00

TEST TEST!

Hi.thanks for taking the initiative to find me here.MAYBE someone,somebody or anybody who happens to view me here wonders why,WHY i took the trouble doing this?i can't tell why,i just feel like too or maybeeeee you gonna see it for yourself one day.It's F.O.C anyway,heh.

p/s:i cant remain faithful to a thing,i 'd rather better than best.