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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 6:00 PM
BOOM BOOM BEAT,LISTEN TO IT.



Listen to my heartbeat,it goes boom boom boom,not BOOM BOOM POW laaa ok.My heart goes boom boom boom,whenever i see you boy,that engine you are starting really heats up my day,you are the wake up call whenever i was still in bed,you are the eye candy,whenever i went somewhere around the neighbourhood,and your vehicle had stole this heart,whatelse yourself. haha.tralalalalalalalalalala,ok laaa im bored actually and i do not wish to flood postspins with nonsense.LOL!

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Friday, April 17, 2009 2:21 AM
aku mimpi kau tiga hari turut turut




wahai teman.kau nak tahu apa tak?tiba tiba aku teringat balik yg aku mimpi kau tiga hari turut turut.kau seperti nak bilang aku sesuatu,ternyata dompet kau yg tercicir dalam bus.nasib baik la kau dapat balik eh.fuuuuuh!

lol.nehhh,i got nothing to blog about actually,till i saw our pictures in fb!

i still miss the chalet fun.

i wanna meet all of them again.

BUT when seh?

haisss

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1:59 AM



im bored.i just wanna be irritating by doing "what a layout" to this blog of mine.lol!







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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 3:25 AM
7 things that happened



1) went to m& s with nissy

2) only bought BIG gulp for "alas tekak"

3) wait for aput to arrive,she was sexy today.lol!

4) i had an head"ACHE" all along in bus journey.

5) met up alee to buy some things for mama.

6) when we reached our blok,there this fellow,who sneeze hilariously! MY GOD!!!!

7) we were laughing so hard then,till alee notice that an construction worker is actually holding to two cute puppies.


p/s:mama i love you.mama i care :)








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Monday, April 13, 2009 7:54 PM
shredding



i am having sleepless nights all over again.



i cried in pain,whenever my heart beats fast.



i get afraid if something bad might happened,the following day.



he keeps me awake whenever his running all over to his whereabouts.



im worry sick,whenever this happens.



im too tired now.



i need to a have my life now.

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 1:45 AM
five times a day is a must.



Frankly i only did it during the sunset prayer.

Just how bad i was.

It not that i've never done the rest only that at times when we got too worn out,we simply forget our BIG responsibilities,performing prayers.

Its hard for me to perform at times,when i had to do it,together with my little brother and sister.

Ok i knew it.what a reason for me to give...................hmmmmm.

BUT,seriously that theres always something happened in the middle that puts our focus away and will sometime ends up laughing or giggling.hehehehehe.

All beacause of erita,she thought that what she did was all right that she always wants to finished up the prayer FIRST!

Maybe she thinks that whenever we are doing something together is as if we are putting ourselves to a challenge,BUT we had never taught her that.

Im still impressed though that she learnt and already knew how many rakaat and knows how to pronounce the words,bit by bit & she did!

ALHAMDULLILAH!!!

I just hope that in future,she could perform prayer by her on.





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Saturday, April 11, 2009 3:54 AM
crush crush crush !



with the neighbour next block!

hehehehehe.

eh you do you know that your bike always woke me up from sleep.

aiya!

but its okay that at least i knew each and when you are here or out to no where.

lol.

i cant take it laaa the way you look at me.

as if i owe you something.

nak senyum,senyum je ah.

org da jalan baru nk senyum.

hahahahahahahahaha!

and ohhhhhh.

KEEP ON vroooooooooooooooooooooooming that thing yo!

at least it sounds nicey .


:0 =] ;p







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Friday, April 10, 2009 9:12 PM
heart changing



i dont feel bad to confess this.

people change as well as their heart.

whatmore living in singlehood.

i wont mind in future if bf or the person who i really love got this heart changing.

as long as im aware that would be fine.

as an human being i never wants to torture or force someone to love me.

no one likes to be force,so am i.

if that person really loves me and had confessed,but i cant do the same thing,he musn't force me to do the same thing too.

loving someone is not easy.

hating someone is no no need.

therefore,if i might say,i hate you and all,i really dont mean it.

that word will only been let out,during enraged,the least people would let out is

"I HATE YOU FOREVER"

so,after then or maybe after some period of times,our heart gets melted and cool,we will even start to think about that person whom we used to love but then ever said that we hated them and stuff,but the little heart somehow regret and will for sure says,i didnt meant that.

so whatever happens,think alot!

think and think and think,

making a desicion in anger will lead to regret or i'd rather say a BIG dissapointment because once,a person being told that his/her is hated,might be too upset.

maybe you will lose them forever.

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Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:43 PM
dress up?



hi,since i was oh so bored,we played dress up games.Me and erita.right is forever mine,left is forever hers.





with love,
merlyana

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5:25 PM
what to do?



ok whatever.i know this layout is common already.just so you know,this is what ive been searching for even before some had use this up.BUT its okay that,it somehow nice and simple.saya suka :)



im not feeling well already.im so sick of finding jobs.
yes!i really am!
i regret of leaving the previous ones.
i just felt that im so tamak.
now that im down to nothing.
serve you right mel!
BUT hey,thats not me,im not used to be a tamak person ok,only that at that point of time,i wasn't thinking about the future.i was pnly thinking about MONEY!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
im so sad now.
yes i really am dissapointed as well!!!!!

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 6:56 PM
my fault ah?



i was searching for this layout like one mad person,thank god!alee found it,gonna change it here soon.ahhhhh,im afraid if this comp might stop like the other day again.sedih you! :(







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Saturday, April 4, 2009 4:58 PM
should you?



taking some lies and make it true is somehow DANGEROUS.




ok,whats next?
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
maybe this is the reason why there are still some who chose to commit suicides it's cause they couldn't bear with everything anymore.GOD!

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6:42 AM
thinking of who?



i kept on thinking.i kept on dreaming.i kept on seeing.i kept on,i kept on,i kept on

i kept on . . . . . . .

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Thursday, April 2, 2009 5:00 PM
middle of nowhere



&& again,im getting annoyed already.everynight seems to be the same.



im too tired and feeling sick already right now.



i got to be strong as i've got to meet up one of my usuals.



hah!miss her tho,the other one is oh so busy already being a housewife.



i kept on receiving "wrong number calls" asking for jeniffer...who the hell?



i kept on receiving tons of msges from singtel.another annoying thing,those advert and all.geesh!



im still wondering how much requirements do those company requires?



or maybe i suits to be in the f & b line?



but it's ok that i just need to earn some before i got to plan for the future.



hey!we got our plan and wishes already to make up our own . . .



lets not reveal it now



wait ah,wait and wait and wait and wait



i miss you,i miss you,i miss you,i miss you



i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you



hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

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12:10 AM
ikan kekek ikan gelama bahagian dua



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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 3:01 PM
imran ajmain dimana ya?



"kelip kelip kusangkakan api
kalau api,mana puntungnya
hilang ghaib ku sangka mati
kalau mati,mana kuburnya"


makoi!,seram pe!?eh guess what?i think i miss MR Imran Ajmain.hehehe.i remembered when i was once a BIG fan of him.hahaha!i miss standing beside him and take a picture as his fans.god!standing besides him really makes me feel safe you know.HAHAHAHA.diam suda mel.


sayang....yang sudah tu sudah,nangis tidak berlagu,lagi......hehehe.

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3:06 AM
boring or what?



yes definately i am.at home doing nothing else but looking after the little one.my last night was disturbed by her and her "keeps on vomitting" oh my,let me just list down what exactly happened.


2.02am-she woke me up saying that she was so cold,and told me to face the fan to my direction.



3.05am-she woke me up saying that she was too thirsty and needs some warm water.



4.04am-she woke me up saying that she wants to vomits when she already did that on her sleeping mat."thumbs up kan!"



my condition at that point of time were oh so indescribable.
tralalalalalalala,just imagined that i've got to take off all the sarong bantal and tilam,bath her up,feed her with medicine ++ accompanying her to play dress up games cause she said that,she couldn't sleep.GOD!just how irritating that was while others are happily having a peace "night"!




on the other hand,my mind just couldn't stop thinking about the future.hehehehe,sorry daddy,mummy decides to change "his" name too.also to my boring hair.....whats next aye????

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 4:49 AM
wish upon a star



dear daddy eddy,
mummy wants to name this to our babies,but mummy has not yet figure if theres meaning in these names,mummy just want it to rhyme.If it's doesn't have any meaning,it's ok then,any names will do ok daddy?lol


girl-Nur Amel Edzureena

boy-Muhd Amar Edzureen


ok,chill ah peoples,im not out of mind,its not wrong isn't it?
daddy-eddy,mummy-merlyana

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this video has nothing to do with this post,only that,after years i've been watching him,now then i knew that "mr bean" is actually a "special",BUT of course only in acting la,i heard his a genius in real life ahhh?still his a great comedian!COOL!

hugs & kisses
nur merlyana

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Monday, March 30, 2009 5:14 AM
clever or smart?you choose



Deep down inside,im hurting.It all about a mother,a mother whom i truly love throughout my 19 years of living.Isn't it sad,when a mum who already took care of a daugter for almost 19 years,when she knews that how sensitive this heart is and how easily it gonna bruise,it seems like its likes a habit for her to do this thoroughly.When i did something,i did it sincerely,i did it properly,i seriously hate it when people says im doin it wrong!as well theres never any signs, token of appreciation being given.Sometimes she really made me felt useless or im just being used up for an extra hand to ease a burden.OMG!how could i think this far?easy cheesy,its cause i seriously couldn't take this anymore,when only words from her mouth could already made me cried,whatmore if it happens when she were to hit my face with that powerful organ sense she had?i just had enough of it.im too tired of giving in,im too tired of her companion between myself and brother,im too tired seeing her pleasing my brother,to me its just doesn't make sense at all when a person compared between a clever and a smart,BUT in the end,OBVIOUSLY,clever will be the winner.is it fair enough people?raise hands please,i need your opinion.Dear mum,this patient has its limit and i have even started to hate this very much!i've swore if one day,god will give me a good life,i will still help you by contributing some.I know im not as clever as him,but being clever doesnt means his already perfect for you to win him all the way.no worries,you may go on saying those harsh words to me,i will just swallow everything with tears accopanying me tho,i will still make your life easier with also promises to myself that it will be after the day when you had seen me with that impressed,expression!

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